Day 15

Day 15 - 30/01/2010

today's a day of an emotional roller coaster. i'd felt things i'd never felt before, faced things which i never thought i would face, and basically, it turned my whole world upside down.

i do not wish to elaborate, it pains me to think of the people i had hurt in the process.

i never mean to hurt ya.

i truly am sorry for everything i had done.

the fear that i feel...

is the fear of losing ya..

the cold numb feeling...

does not numb the pain..

the heaviness in my heart...

from the pain i had caused.



.

all signifies that i don't want to lose you.

i guess i'm just too selfish..

.

i love you.

i had always did...

-End of Day 15-