Of Puppy Love, Crushes, Relationships, and Marriages

i still remember the time i got my very first boyfriend. i was 7, and he called me his darling wife. we were 'married' for two whole years until we went to different classes in std 3. the whole class was our children. :)

this is called puppy love.

i still remember the first time my heart beated for somebody. i was 10. and i though he was the most handsome boy in my class. unfortunately, everyone thought the same way too, well almost everyone. :p admiring from afar, i was too shy to approach him.

this is called crush.

i still remember the first time i fell in love. i was 14. yes, i was young and naive. but i was already looking for love. i got my first real boyfriend then. i felt that i was the luckiest girl in the world. :)

this is called relationship.

to date, i have not experienced marriage, but i would want to someday. :) its the only last step in this whole cycle, before spending the rest of your life with your loved one. your true love. i could see how far i had come, from the shy little (maybe not that little >.<) girl then, to the woman i am now.

all my life, i had always wanted to get married as early as possible. i was a hopeless romantic even back then already. :) but now i can see that it is not possible in terms of financial and emotional maturity. but the point was this, i had always been searching for a man who would stand by me throughout all the times. :)

nevertheless, i am blessed with many friends who cares for me, some even more than others. :)

and i'm truly blessed to have you in my life ^^
missing ya here at work..

but until then, life remains a mystery... and i guess it does make things more exciting. :p

will ya make things even more exciting than just exciting then? :p

~Yesterday is history, tomorrow's a mystery, but today's a gift. That's why it is called the present~