Day 0 - Take off day!

Day 0 - 14/02/10

so i guess i've reached the end of my countdown. today's the last day in malaysia before i fly off to melbourne. in fact, i would be boarding the plane to singapore, which will then transit to melbourne in 5 hours time. so many feelings are running through me now. sad, excited, nervous, happy..

sad because i'm leaving my friends and family behind...

excited coz of the new experiences dat i would gain..

nervous coz i'm not sure of wat to expect..

and happy coz i'm going to explore a foreign land...

this is a new chapter in life for me. a chapter of independence. learning how to survive by myself. survival of the fittest yea? haha. lol. wish that someone i love besides my family members was here to send me off. but i guess it is not the time. i'm not going for a long time, just a few months.. but i hope these few months could change me for the better. and not for the worse. i want to be able to look back and be proud of wat i have accomplished, and live with no regrets.

but going into a foreign new land seems very daunting to me, with no one dat i could depend on. all my life, there was always someone who stood by me, physically. i noe dat i could count on them to be there when i need them. but now, they wouldnt be there physically for me, though mentally and spiritually. i have many friends and family members who had wished me all the best, and to succeed in my choice of path.

but then as i think back, my childhood memories, my house and everything. this is my home. the feeling of sleeping in my bed for the last time last night, eating home cooked food last dinner, showering in the comforts of my home. its my last everything. i guess as i'm typing this, it'll be the last time i step into my room, and once i step out, i wouldnt be seeing this place until july 2010.


i had always wanted to travel overseas. and now, that i've gotten my chance, wat would the future hold for me?

i need to get ready to depart for the airport already. so for now, i'll log off this post, and once i write back here again, i know that i would not be on malaysia soil already.


so off i go to explore the new land, like a sailor departing for his first journey, like a soldier departing for his base..

i'll be like an eagle, i'll spread my wings and learn how to fly..




take care everyone.. :)

-End of Day 0-

Day 1

Day 1 - 13/2/10

It's the New Year's Eve! Gong Xi Gong Xi! haha. spent the whole day helping my mum in preparation with the chn reunion dinner had at my house. there was alot of ppl, 18 ppl in total. haha. lol.so my living room was super super cramped! part of the ppl at my hse da other day:

Part of my cousinhood and aunts

So we had to make alot alot of food! haha. lol. alot as in ALOT. we had abalone with mushroom, salted chicken, duck, beef rendang, taufu, veggie, soup, fruits.. haha. i had to help out with the cutting of the cucumbers and carrots. see! i do the cooking too ok? hehe.. and nope, they dun look funny, neither did i poison anybody.. :p

We had two tables, one for the older generation, one for the younger generation.





Dat's my table. the 'kids' table.

my eldest cousin is a real poser. whenever a camera points at him, he keeps going like peace! dat is sooooooooooo immature.. and he's already 22 this year! goodness. hehe. :D

Joan from Singapore, and Jian from Kulim.

didnt get to take many picts coz was helping out. and i wasnt in the picts coz i'm the camera woman. hehe. managed to take one pict here with us inside. :) the last two ppl on the right is not my cousins. they're joan's friends, and they're really nice. haha.

L-R: me, emily, joan, julie, and i-can't-remember-his-name guy. oops.

well, i guess this was all wat happens during the new year eve. had a good reunion dinner. :) made loads of jokes and i keep 'banging' my older cousin coz he keeps insulting us. haha. lol. but i have to admit, when he massages, he's really good. :p hehe. he gives a really good back rub... hehe. played monkey in the garden with everyone. lol. and uno stacko. my house dun really have dat many games.. i noe, i'm a real boring person.. haha.

so i guess this would be the last night in my own house before i fly off. i'm gonna savour every moment for in 24 hours time, i would be on the plane to melbourne. so watch out for my most probably final post tomorrow!

-End of Day 1-

Day 2

Day 2 - 12/01/2010

2 days down. haha. time passes so fast.. there is only two more days before i'm flying off. so i guess it's time to finish packing. i was too enthusiastic in packing, until i tore my pants!! goodness me.. is my bum dat fat??? haha.. look!!

from the front view, like nothing much right?

look at the back!!!! oh my goodness.. look at the extend of the damage..

so yea... packed my stuff ady.. my bag weighs bout 35kg.. goodness me, wat in the world did i pack until weigh so much? haha. i think my text books takes up like half of the weight. haha.

lalala.. :)

oh, i packed my pillow too.. hehe.. :D made my luggage so fat only.. haha..

i guess i'm done with packing ady.. :) waiting for the flight day now. hehe. till then! 2 days more! hehe..

-End of Day 2-

Day 3

Day 3 - 11/02/10

it's the first time ever where i have a weekday where i do not need to work. yay! haha. well, its great news no? hehe. NOT! i have no idea wat to do the whole day. goodness. feel like some lazy pig only. haha. i was supposed to meet up with anand today for nasi lemak for dinner. and guess wat? he cancelled me. :( haha. haiya, dat silly guy ah. haha. oh well, at least he's blowing me off coz he has to stay back for work. haha. :)

was at home the whole morn, been bored until i accquire some ribbons into my possesion. so i just started to play with them. hehe.

i decided to use them as my bandanna! :D

So which one do ya prefer? this one?

or this? :p

or neither? haha..

i was really looking forward to see anand today, and having my nasi lemak. but i guess it wasnt meant to be. haha. hope to see him after i come back. :)

i'm getting pretty lazy to write and take picts ady.. lol.. well, just another 3 more days. it's either dat, or i'm a very boring person.. haha.

-End of Day 3-

Day 4

Day 4 - 10/02/10

Today's my last day at work! having mixed feelings bout it. i'm starting to get used to the working environment, not because i like my tasks, but i like the people. i guess, no matter how horrible/stressing the job is, it all boils down to the people we socialise with. if we made fast friends with them, i guess it's just fun stressing out together, yet having fun too. :) will definitely cherish my time here at dialog company.

my immediate supervisor.

at my workplace. hehe. see my bottle? :p

L-R: Ms Goh, me and Ms Sing.


Oh, that's my computer, my phone and pencil box.

The usual kaki makan. oh, dat's my farewell/CNY lunch btw.

My nameless Dialog tag

if ya realised, i'm not holding my tag. my tag is faceless! haha.

My department: the fabricators

L-R: Ms Goh, Ms Sing, me, Ms Wan, Steve

Another pict, adding Ridzuan inside.

Our kaki makan, Eric and Liew (Civil engineers)

The level 1 ppl

L-R: Shu, Ms Goh, Ms Chin, me, Robert, Rizal

My jap boss : Mr tani aka Ah Kung

That's wat happens when ya gift something to your colleagues. :)

Another Eric. But he's a business executive instead. i helped him out a little before, so yup, took a pict with him.

the younger generation. E&C side.

L-R: Victor, Kenneth, Me

The other intern. :)

well, i guess that's it for my farewell. tomorrow would be a holiday for me. i so can't wait to have a day off again! :) Until then.

-End of Day 4-

Live Every Day As If It's Your Last

I received another beautiful email today. It's really nice, so i'm gonna share it with everyone. :)

A friend of mine opened his wife's underwear drawer and picked up a silk paper wrapped package:

'This, - he said - isn't any ordinary package."

He unwrapped the box and stared at both the silk paper and the box.

'She got this the first time we went to New York , 8 or 9 years ago. She has never put it on , was saving it for a special occasion."

Well, I guess this is it.

He got near the bed and placed the gift box next to the other clothing he was taking to the funeral house.

His wife had just died.

He turned to me and said:

'Never save something for a special occasion. Every day in your life is a special occasion'.

Well, that's very true. we tend to miss out the finer details in life. Tell your loved ones that ya love them, eat your favourite food when you feel like it, dress to the nines to anywhere ya want, because...

Tomorrow is promised to no one. So live every day as if its your last.. :)

Day 5

Day 5 - 09/02/10

almost the last day of work, hang in there. was touching up my report, and finishing the last few stuff. haha. the good news is, my report is done! phew.. haha. i managed to cut it down to bout 3.6k words, so yup! just need to print it out in colour. haha. will do it in awhile i guess. :)

went out at night with cass, crystle and shyan. its like a farewell thing before i went off. lol. not too long more, it's only 5 days left. haha. we met up at pyramid, and ended up in front of starbucks deciding wat to eat, as usual. haha.

yup, deciding where to eat as usual.

well, yup. we ended up in papa johns. yay! :D i get to eat my hawaiian pizza. hehe. and obviously, we took some photos. Enjoy! :)

my hawaiian pizza! yummy!

The girls. :)

Nice pict, guess who's the photographer? :p

me and crystle

cass: talk to the hand!

oh yea, i promised some photos bout my dress right? hehe. well, ya did say dat ya like it.. ;p no? hehe. it think it hugs my curves nicely. right?? :)

sorry, my mirror is a little dirty..

yes, dat's me! :) like the colours? hehe.

yes i noe, i look pretty tired right? dats probably coz i was tired. haha. but i had a good day though, so it all cancels out. :)

-End of Day 5-